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I just want to feel alive. I feel like my life consist of me going through the motions of living but I don't feel like I'm experiencing anything that I'm doing.
It feels like I'm watching someone else's life be played out in front of me, the sad thing about this is that this isn't someone else's life, this is my life. It's a hard thing to realize. I know how that feels.
I go every day feeling dead inside. Doing these pointless tasks to benefit me maybe in the future. What for? If you ever wanna talk, PM me. I get lonely.
I relate to this a lot. In wanting to feel alive I wonder what the point of anything is, what the point of living is and I get sad. I know this feeling Find something you find joy in. For me after a serious tragedy I became an unexpected dog mom. I find joy in seeing the first snow of the season and sharing that with her. If you are able get a pet maybe Mine pulled me outside into the world just because I care more about their well being than mine.
MY life is shitty for many reasons but I am sure as hell occupied making someone else s the best ever. It's not great advice to help solve your problems buts sometimes caring about something else distracts. To some extent I can relate to you. A lot of times I feel like I'm just watching life through a television set. I'd rather see what happens than interact with any of it. When I do get my hands into it and so some things, the experience is short-lived, and I can only feel it for so long before I go back to my baseline null.
It could be anything, watching someone get married, going on a rollercoaster, beating a video game, winning a competition. All these things people would usually feel ecstatic and even radiate an aura of excitement and happiness, and for me, it kind of decays very quickly and devolves to a "oh yeah, I did that, cool.
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